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Devious Journal Entry

Sat Aug 11, 2007, 12:11 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: whiskey
i think back and i hate it
honestly
in all honesty
i think the only periods in my entire life
where i was truly happy
were the beginning of my drug use
and when i had faith in god
now i mean the very beginning of my drug use
when i was just fun...fun with friends
people i knew and loved
and by when i had faith
i mean the time...once the drugs tore me down
once the drugs tore me down i found god
and with god for a while i was
happy
truly happy...
but now that my faith is gone...my pure simple love of god, gone
i have nothing again
my misanthropy and misery are both getting worse every day
every day for the last 4 years
what now
what will i find next to make me falsly happy for another few years
only to become like nothing to me
and leave me without once more

i have friends
i laugh
i joke
but its all hollow
the games i play and the friends i have
the shows i watch
the booze
all
all are just a way for me to forget about my problems
a distraction
a way for me to pretend i have something to live for

sigh

my my listen to me i sound so utterly disgusting and ... someone will say "emo" ... that person will die awfully...i hope

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  • Current Residence: my noggin
  • Interests: Doodle/comic art, computers, literature
  • Favourite movie: Event Horizon, the Alien series, the Star Wars series, ST:TNG First Contact, Dagon, the Labrynth
  • Favourite band or musician: Mindless Self Indulgence
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno/Industrial, metal of many types, non-pop punk
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez,Tony Diterlizzi,and Giger
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe, Jhonen Vasquez, Byron, H.P. Lovecraft, Robert E. Howard
  • Favourite photographer: f*ck i forget his name
  • Favourite style of art: well, im partial to comic art and macabre painting, but i like pretty much everything.
  • MP3 player of choice: sansa...its all i have
  • Favourite game: elder scrolls games, lovecraft-themed games
  • Favourite gaming platform: Pc
  • Favourite cartoon character: batman, joker, grim, skeletor, starscream and megatron (g1, not any of this anime crap!)
  • Personal Quote: It dosnt matter who or what you are, someone hates your for it.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Paper, Patience...ive lost the most important one though, simple inspiration.

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:iconemilydriscoll:
Hlyfk.
Hi.

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"Cop or criminal- what's the difference when you're facing a loaded gun?" -The Departed movie.
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quit asking for recipts, bitch!! goddamn it.. it's fucking annoying!!! :clap: blahblah: :juggle:teamwork :stfu:
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i like pirates... and i love you abality to be observent... such as noticing tha you made comment responding to what others have siad on their comments to you. ::trumpet sounds:: that was put there in 2003. OMG!!! chocolate milk kickes major ass!!! well i aslo like strawberry milk... egg nog sux... it's gross... cheese, swan, cool, bonk!!!<<--- coolest greating EVER!!! ::does a little dance::
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Hello? I just wanted to say thanks for the comment!!!! alrighty? OK!! Wlecome to DevArt!!!

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